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[notthatbuffy]

Nothing is covered up that will not be uncovered, and nothing secret that will not become known. Therefore whatever you have said in the dark will be heard in the light, and what you have whispered behind closed doors will be proclaimed from the housetops.
Luke 12:2-3

I should have known better. I should've known better than to think that something secretive and underhanded could have possibly been right. I was naive and I convinced myself that it was God's will, and now I know that He never would've wanted something like that.

I take responsibility for my actions and my decisions, and all there is left is to work to rebuild Shaun and Georgia's trust in me. Whatever needs to be done, I'll do it. It'll take a long time, I know it will, but... I'll do it. They mean more to me than anyone else. I love my parents, but I would be more heartbroken to lose Shaun and Georgia than them. I will make it up to them.

I just wish I knew how to do it.